12 July 2007

I've never made a bet, but we gamble with desire

So...
I had planned to be single this summer
but fate just felt the need to fuck with me.

My good friend's cousin took a liking to me
and the feeling was reciprocated.

Just got back from the first official date
and it was flattering and cute how nervous he was

I noticed him grasping for words that would impress me
but that doesn't really matter to me

He was so adorably awkward
and he thinks I'm a saint (so far from truth)

I don't know what can come of this
because I'm leaving for school in a month

But we are taking a gamble
on what can happen until then...